Sunday, December 30, 2007
Sleep
A cruel sleep 'cross our land
All withered and dying
As they fall, the victims
They're dying a sad death
In our land, we lay down
And suffer again
A dark girl 'cross our land
Is pacing. Is preying
And with her, a fever
A marching black fever
No eyes see. No features
Just black form, suffering
You have her sympathy
You have her tears
She tries only to take
All your fears
The pain she feels
When she drinks your soul
Is hers to suffer
It is her toll
Believe me, she's helpless
When she curses our land
When she swallows light
It's not her hand
Poison awaits when you kiss her
Her heart cries out for you, for me
Untold misery is hers to serve
out for eternity
Out cold. Mankind will stay
forevermore if she gets her way
She can't help it. It's her curse
To sing your pain in her own verse
She is the dark
The nightmares you hide
The pain you feel
The suffering inside
Though she was like you
Through her dark past
But now, the conqueror
Her choirs vast
Oh, please forgive her
As mankind dies
As angels weep
And heaven cries
MDB
Friday, December 28, 2007
All the Heart
Will hardly seem worth thinking of
To passionate women if it seem
Certain, and they never dream
That it fades out from kiss to kiss;
For everything that's lovely is
But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.
O never give the heart outright,
For they, for all smooth lips can say,
Have given their hearts up to the play.
And who could play it well enough
If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost,
For he gave all his heart and lost.
W.B. Yeats
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Catherine Blake
So vile mens' torment was truly a pleasure
A plan that would change mankind for ever more
Catherine Blake slept fitfully in the
summer night. In the heat.
she murmured gently and moved smoothly,
this way and that. Oh, the beauty.
Her luscious eyes, delicate fingers,
clawed at her sodden bed.
Catherine smiled. Took a fabulous breath
of summer air and tasted death.
Die Erorians' visit had been succesful, rewarding.
with nights of female screams of whimpers,
lustful dreams.
Night followed rampant night of
delicate soft gasps.
The ultimate attack on all Heaven and it's glories.
Seduce them as they slept, oblivous to
their midnight tryst.
The seed of doom was platned.
Phantom raped in their dreams.
The sad ones take their own lives.
Slay their men night after night.
Catherine Blake dreamt of a horror.
Of passion too, and of terror.
Over her silent breast, shadows swept,
shades caressed.
and laid to waste.
A great rift was born. Man and the
world were torn.
The daggers went in dep, vile and sickening.
Women swept away all infancy from their wombs.
And still the Lord God remained silent.
No utterance, no movement, no tears.
The earth became red.
The cutting machines of man.
Disgust and hatred for the lives of woman.
The butchery, the savagery, did spill
unto themselves.
A chorus of agony from Heaven and rain poured
In a colossus of angels tears.
The creature of all sins. The lord of the
bleakest abode.
Did wonder at the silence.
What did the Almighty know?
All Hell did fill with the screaming souls
of dead men.
The mighty army of God did stand and wait.
Hoping our lord would unleash them all.
the great firy pit. Hordes ripped apart.
Chaos ensued, screaming from the dark.
Observing his darkened child, in the miserable corners of earth
The great heart of God will heal up the earth.
The Lord watched as his beloved slipped silently
Back into the darkness below
My Dying Bride
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Tornerose
I den røde rosenlund
hviler hun.
Hviler i sitt hvite hår.
Vår og vinter - hundre år
ventet hun den ene som
aldri kom.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
sover du fremdeles?
Snart er alt din sommer gav
blomstret av.
Og ditt første forårs venn
kommer aldri mer igjen
før din haves ville hekk
visner vekk.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
sover du fremdeles?
En gang stod han stum av rus
ved ditt hus.
Torner stengte for din grind,
og du slapp ham ikke inn.
Derfor står ditt rosenkratt
gudsforlatt.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
sover du fremdeles?
Er det ham din fattigdom
drømmer om?
Dit hvor dine roser sner
vil han aldri vandre mer.
I en annen dronnings land
hersker han.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
sover du fremdeles?
Om den store sødmestund
drømmer hun.
Akk, men livet går forbi
den som intet har å gi.
Øde står din have nu
stakkars du.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
sover du fremdeles?
Uten frukt og uten frø
må du dø.
Aldri mere blir du glad,
du som våren vandret fra,
og ditt hjerte brenner ned
uten fred.
Gamle, gamle Tornerose,
gråter du fremdeles
André Bjerke
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Edward
Poor Edward
Did you hear the news about Edward?
On the back of his head
He had another face
Was it a woman's face
Or a young girl
They said to remove it would kill him
So poor Edward was doomed
The Face could laugh and cry
It was his Devil twin
And at night she spoke to him
Of things heard only in hell
They were impossible to separate
Chained together for life
Finally the bell tolled his doom
He took a suit of rooms
And hung himself and her
From the balcony irons
Some still believe he was freed from her
But i knew her too well
I say she drove him to suicide
And took Poor Edward to Hell.
Tom Waits
Friday, December 07, 2007
Waiting for Sleep
Standing by the window
Eyes upon the moon
Hoping that the memory
will leave her spirit soon
She shuts the doors and lights
And lays her body on the bed
Where images and words are
running deep
She has too much pride to pull
the sheets above her head
So quietly she lays and waits
for sleep
She stares at the ceiling
And tries not to think
And pictures the chains
She's been trying to link again
But the feeling is gone
And water can't cover her
memory
And ashes can't answer her
pain
God give me the power to take
breath from a breeze
And call life from a cold metal
frame
In with the ashes
Or up with the smoke from the
fire
With wings up in heaven
Or here, lying in bed
Palm of her hand to my head
Now and forever curled in my
heart
And the heart of the world
Dream Theatre
Friday, November 30, 2007
Alice in Wonderland
A BOAT, beneath a sunny sky, | |
Lingering onward dreamily | |
In an evening of July; | |
Children three that nestle near, | |
Eager eye and willing ear, | 5 |
Pleased a simple tale to hear;— | |
Long has paled that sunny sky: | |
Echoes fade and memories die, | |
Autumn frosts have slain July. | |
Still she haunts me, phantom-wise, | 10 |
Alice moving under skies | |
Never seen by waking eyes. | |
Children yet, the tale to hear, | |
Eager eye and willing ear, | |
Lovingly shall nestle near. | 15 |
In a Wonderland they lie, | |
Dreaming as the days go by, | |
Dreaming as the summers die: | |
Ever drifting down the stream, | |
Lingering in the golden gleam,— | 20 |
Life, what is it but a dream? |
Lewis Carroll
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
The Raven
The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary
as I pondered, weak and weary
over many a quaint and curious
volume of forgotten lore
while I nodded, nearly napping
suddenly there came a tapping
as of some one gently rapping
rapping at my chamber door
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered
"tapping at my chamber door
only this and nothing more."
Muttering I got up weakly
always I've had trouble sleeping
stumbling upright my mind racing
furtive thoughts flowing once more
I, there hoping for some sunrise
happiness would be a surprise
loneliness no longer a prize
rapping at my chamber door
seeking out the clever bore
lost in dreams forever more
only this and nothing more
Hovering my pulse was racing
stale tobacco my lips tasting
scotch sitting upon my basin
remnants of the night before
came again
infernal tapping on the door
in my mind jabbing
is it in or outside rapping
calling out to me once more
the fit and fury of Lenore
nameless here forever more
And the silken sad uncertain
rustling of the purple curtain
thrilled me, filled me
with fantastic terrors never felt before
so that now, oh wind, stood breathing
hoping yet to calm my breathing
"'Tis some visitor entreating
entrance at my chamber door
some lost visitor entreating
entrance at my chamber door
this it is, and nothing more."
Deep into the darkness peering
long I stood there
wondering fearing
doubting dreaming fantasies
no mortal dared to dream before
but the silence was unbroken
and the stillness gave no token
and the only word there spoken
was the whispered name, "Lenore."
this I thought
and out loud whispered from my lips
the foul name festered
echoing itself
merely this, and nothing more
Back into my chamber turning
every nerve within me burning
when once again I heard a tapping
somewhat louder than before
"surely," said I
surely that is something at my iron staircase
open the door to see what threat is
open the window, free the shutters
let us this mystery explore
oh, bursting heart be still this once
and let this mystery explore
it is the wind and nothing more
Just one epithet I muttered as inside
I gagged and shuddered
when with manly flirt and flutter
in there flew a stately raven
sleek and ravenous as any foe
not the least obeisance made he
not a minutes gesture towards me
of recognition or politeness
but perched above my chamber door
this fowl and salivating visage
insinuating with its knowledge
perched above my chamber door
silent sat and staring
nothing more
Askance, askew
the self's sad fancy smiles at you I swear
at this savage viscous countenance it wears
Though you show here shorn and shaven
and I admit myself forlorn and craven
ghastly grim and ancient raven
wandering from the opiate shores
tell me what thy lordly name is
that you are not nightmare sewage
some dire powder drink or inhalation
framed from flames of downtown lore
quotes the raven, "nevermore."
And the raven sitting lonely
staring sickly at my male sex only
that one word
as if his soul in that one word
he did outpour, "pathetic."
nothing farther than he uttered
not a feather then he fluttered
till finally was I that muttered as I stared
dully at the floor
"other friends have flown and left me
flown as each and every hope has flown before
as you no doubt will fore the morrow."
but the bird said, "never, more."
Then I felt the air grow denser
perfumed from some unseen incense
as though accepting angelic intrusion
when in fact I felt collusion
before the guise of false memories respite
respite through the haze of cocaine's glory
I smoke and smoke the blue vial's glory
to forget
at once
the base Lenore
quoth the raven, "nevermore."
"Prophet," said I, "thing of evil
prophet still, if bird or devil
by that heaven that bend above us
by that God we both ignore
tell this soul with sorrow laden
willful and destructive intent
how had lapsed a pure heart lady
to the greediest of needs
sweaty arrogant dickless liar
who ascribed to nothing higher
than a jab from prick to needle
straight to betrayal and disgrace
the conscience showing not a trace."
quoth the raven, "nevermore."
"Be that word our sign of parting
bird or fiend," I yelled upstarting
"get thee back into the tempest
into the smoke filled bottle's shore
leave no black plume as a token
of the slime thy soul hath spoken
leave my loneliness unbroken
quit as those have quit before
take the talon from my heart
and see that I can care no more
whatever mattered came before
I vanish with the dead Lenore."
quoth the raven, "nevermore."
But the raven, never flitting
still is sitting silent sitting
above a painting silent painting
of the forever silenced whore
and his eyes have all the seeming
of a demon's that is dreaming
and the lamplight over him
streaming throws his shadow to the floor
I love she who hates me more
I love she who hates me more
and my soul shall not be lifted from that shadow
nevermore
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Arrow and Song
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.
I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song?
Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.
H.W. Longfellow
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Dream
DEARE love, for nothing lesse then thee
Would I have broke this happy dreame,
It was a theame
For reason, much too strong for phantasie,
Therefore thou wakd'st me wisely; yet
My Dreame thou brok'st not, but continued'st it,
Thou art so truth, that thoughts of thee suffice,
To make dreames truths; and fables histories;
Enter these armes, for since thou thoughtst it best,
Not to dreame all my dreame, let's act the rest.
J. Donne
Saturday, September 29, 2007
O Kisse
O kisse, which dost those ruddie gemmes impart,
Or gemmes or fruits of new-found Paradise,
Breathing all blisse, and sweetning to the heart,
Teaching dumbe lips a nobler exercise;
O kisse, which soules, euen soules, together ties
By linkes of loue and only Natures art,
How faine would I paint thee to all mens eyes.
Or of thy gifts at least shade out some part!
But she forbids; with blushing words she sayes
She builds her fame on higher-seated praise.
But my heart burnes; I cannot silent be.
Then, since, dear life, you faine would haue me peace,
And I, mad with delight, want wit to cease,
Stop you my mouth with still still kissing me.
P. Sidney
Saturday, September 15, 2007
A Time Long ago
Since it will ne'er forgotten be,
When all our feelings were the same
As still my soul hath been to thee.
And from that hour when first thy tongue
Confess'd a love which equall'd mine,
Though many a grief my heart hath wrung,
Unknown, and thus unfelt, by thine,
None, none hath sunk so deep as this---
To think how all that love hath flown;
Transient as every faithless kiss,
But transient in thy breast alone.
And yet my heart some solace knew,
When late I heard thy lips declare,
In accents once imagined true,
Remembrance of the days that were.
Yes! my adored, yet most unkind!
Though thou wilt never love again,
To me 'tis doubly sweet to find
Remembrance of that love remain.
Yes! 'tis a glorious thought to me,
Nor longer shall my soul repine,
Whate'er thou art or e'er shalt be,
Thou hast been dearly, solely mine.
Byron
Friday, September 07, 2007
Your Beauty in Mine Eyes
MINE eye hath play’d the painter and hath stell’d | |
Thy beauty’s form in table of my heart; | |
My body is the frame wherein ’tis held, | |
And perspective it is best painter’s art. | |
For through the painter must you see his skill, | 5 |
To find where your true image pictur’d lies, | |
Which in my bosom’s shop is hanging still, | |
That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes. | |
Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done: | |
Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me | 10 |
Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun | |
Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee; | |
Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art, | |
They draw but what they see, know not the heart. |
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Passion
Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted,
unbidden, it will stir. Open it's jaws, and howl.
It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all, and we obey. What
other choice do we have?
Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief.
It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we can live without
passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow.
Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Rain on a Grave
Clouds spout upon her
Their waters amain
In ruthless disdain, --
Her who but lately
Had shivered with pain
As at touch of dishonour
If there had lit on her
So coldly, so straightly
Such arrows of rain.
She who to shelter
Her delicate head
Would quicken and quicken
Each tentative tread
If drops chanced to pelt her
That summertime spills
In dust-paven rills
When thunder-clouds thicken
And birds close their bills.
Would that I lay there
And she were housed here!
Or better, together
Were folded away there
Exposed to one weather
We both, -- who would stray there
When sunny the day there,
Or evening was clear
At the prime of the year.
Soon will be growing
Green blades from her mound,
And daisies be showing
Like stars on the ground,
Till she form part of them --
Ay -- the sweet heart of them,
Loved beyond measure
With a child's pleasure
All her life's round.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
The End
Oh, the torment bred in the race,
the grinding scream of death
and the stroke that hits the vein,
the haemorrhage none can staunch, the grief,
the curse no man can bear.
But there is a cure in the house
and not outside it, no,
not from others but from them,
their bloody strife. We sing to you,
dark gods beneath the earth.
Now hear, you blissful powers underground,
answer the call, send help.
Bless the children, give them Triumph now.
Remorseful Day
How clear, how lovely bright,a.e. housman
How beautiful to sight
Those beams of morning play;
How heaven laughs out with glee
Where, like a bird set free,
Up from the eastern sea
Soars the delightful day.
To-day I shall be strong,
No more shall yield to wrong,
Shall squander life no more;
Days lost, I know not how,
I shall retrieve them now;
Now I shall keep the vow
I never kept before.
Ensanguining the skies
How heavily it dies
Into the west away;
Past touch and sight and sound
Not further to be found,
How hopeless under ground
Falls the remorseful day.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Evening Prayer
I spend my life sitting, like an angel in a barber's chair
Holding a beer mug with deep-cut designs
My neck and gut both bent, while in the air
A weightless veil of pipe smoke hangs.
Like steaming dung within an old dovecote
A thousand Dreams within me softly burn:
From time to time my heart is like some oak
Whose blood runs golden where a branch is torn.
And then, when I have swallowed down my Dreams
In thirty, forty mugs of beer, I turn
To satisfy a need I can't ignore,
And like the Lord of Hyssop and of Myrrh
I piss into the skies, a soaring stream
That consecrates a patch of flowering fern.
a. rimbaud
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Vanitas Vanitatum
- ALL the flowers of the spring
- Meet to perfume our burying;
- These have but their growing prime,
- And man does flourish but his time:
- Survey our progress from our birth;
- We are set, we grow, we turn to earth.
- Courts adieu, and all delights,
- All bewitching appetites!
- Sweetest breath and clearest eye,
- Like perfumes, go out and die;
- And consequently this is done
- As shadows wait upon the sun.
- Vain ambition of kings
- Who seek by trophies and dead things
- To leave a living name behind,
- And weave but nets to catch the wind.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
The Modern End
Camera angles
decadence of a dying world
Matchsticks
Long dark corridors
They´ve got the urge to die young
Deepbluelettering
Carousels and fireworks
Ferris wheels
are spinning in the arc-lite city
Do they know
They have slept for so long
Do they know
The taste of their tongue
Do they know
They are trapped
Let´s celebrate the modern end
Let the world begin again
Celebrate the renaissance man
Seigmen
Sunday, July 08, 2007
A Place Called Home
Well, it's not hard to see
Anyone who looks at me
Knows I am just a rolling stone
Never landing anyplace to call my own
To call my own
Well, it seems like so long ago
But it really ain't you know
I started out a crazy kid
Miracle I made it through the things I did
The things I did
Someday I'll go where there ain't no rain or snow
‘Til then, I travel alone
And I make my bed with the stars above my head
And dream of a place called home
I had a chance to settle down
Get a job and live in town
Work in some old factory
I never liked the foreman standing over me
Over me
Oh I’d rather walk a winding road
Rather know the things I know
See the world with my own eyes
No regrets, no looking back, no goodbyes
No goodbyes
Someday I'll go where there ain't no rain or snow
‘Til then, I travel alone
And I make my bed with the stars above my head
And I dream of a place called home
Kim Richey
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Unintended
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love
Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love
Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you
Muse
Monday, July 02, 2007
Shadowman
Any time tomorrow I will lie and say I'm fine
I'll say yes when I mean no
And any time tomorrow
The sun will cease to shine
There's a shadowman who told me so
Any time tomorrow the rain will play a part
Of a play I used to know
Like no other
Used to know it all by heart
But a shadowman inside has let it go
Oh no, let go of my hand
Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend
You came to me anew
Or was it me who came to you
Shadowman
Any time tomorrow a part of me will die
And a new one will be born
Any time tomorrow
I'll get sick of asking why
Sick of all the darkness I have worn
Any time tomorrow
I will try to do what's right
Making sense of all I can
Any time tomorrow
I'll pretend to see the light
I just might
Shadowman
Oh here's the sun again
Isn't it appealing to recline
Get blinded and to go into the light again
Doesn't it make you sad
To see so much love denied
See nothing but a shadowman inside
Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Please, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
My Name Is Ariel
My name is Ariel
And I want to be free
It is your sorrow
That has made a slave of me
Forgive me
Forgive me
But you are all I know
Forgive me for leaving
The day is breaking now
It's time to go away
I'm so afraid to leave
But more afraid to stay
Forgive me
For leavning
The sadness in your eyes
Forgive me
Let the wind and ocean water
Wash across your hands
Wash away a thousand footsteps
Wash us all away
Like sand
The sky has fallen
Now the earth is dry and torn
I know you're tired
>From the violence of the storm
I love you
I love you
But you are all I know
Forgive me
Let the wind and ocean water
Wash across your hands
Wash away a thousand footsteps
Wash us all away
Let the wind and ocean water
Wash across your hands
Wash away a thousand memories
Wash us all away
Like sand
My name is Ariel
October Project
Saturday, June 23, 2007
To Love's Memory
NOT marble, nor the gilded monuments | |
Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rime; | |
But you shall shine more bright in these contents | |
Than unswept stone, besmear’d with sluttish time. | |
When wasteful war shall statues overturn, | 5 |
And broils root out the work of masonry, | |
Nor Mars his sword nor war’s quick fire shall burn | |
The living record of your memory. | |
’Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity | |
Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room | 10 |
Even in the eyes of all posterity | |
That wear this world out to the ending doom. | |
So, till the judgment that yourself arise, | |
You live in this, and dwell in lovers’ eyes. |
Thursday, June 14, 2007
A Meeting with Despair
AS evening shaped I found me on a moor | |
Which sight could scarce sustain: | |
The black lean land, of featureless contour, | |
Was like a tract in pain. | |
“This scene, like my own life,” I said, “is one | 5 |
Where many glooms abide; | |
Toned by its fortune to a deadly dun— | |
Lightless on every side. | |
I glanced aloft and halted, pleasure-caught | |
To see the contrast there: | 10 |
The ray-lit clouds gleamed glory; and I thought, | |
“There’s solace everywhere!” | |
Then bitter self-reproaches as I stood | |
I dealt me silently | |
As one perverse—misrepresenting Good | 15 |
In graceless mutiny. | |
Against the horizon’s dim-descernèd wheel | |
A form rose, strange of mould: | |
That he was hideous, hopeless, I could feel | |
Rather than could behold. | 20 |
“’Tis a dead spot, where even the light lies spent | |
To darkness!” croaked the Thing. | |
“Not if you look aloft!” said I, intent | |
On my new reasoning. | |
“Yea—but await awhile!” he cried. “Ho-ho!— | 25 |
Look now aloft and see!” | |
I looked. There, too, sat night: Heaven’s radiant show | |
Had gone. Then chuckled he. |
T. Hardy
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
In My Heart and In My dreams
BETWIXT mine eye and heart a league is took | |
And each doth good turns now unto the other: | |
When that mine eye is famish’d for a look, | |
Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother, | |
With my love’s picture then my eye doth feast, | 5 |
And to the painted banquet bids my heart; | |
Another time mine eye is my heart’s guest, | |
And in his thoughts of love doth share a part: | |
So, either by thy picture or my love, | |
Thyself away art present still with me; | 10 |
For thou not further than my thoughts canst move, | |
And I am still with them and they with thee; | |
Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight | |
Awakes my heart to heart’s and eye’s delight. |
W. Shakespeare
Monday, June 04, 2007
Narcissus
WHERE the minnows trace | |
A glinting web quick hid in the gloom of the brook, | |
When I think of the place | |
And remember the small lad lying intent to look | |
Through the shadowy face | 5 |
At the little fish thread-threading the watery nook— | |
It seems to me | |
The woman you are should be nixie, there is a pool | |
Where we ought to be. | |
You undine-clear and pearly, soullessly cool | 10 |
And waterly | |
The pool for my limbs to fathom, my soul’s last school. | |
Narcissus | |
Ventured so long ago in the deeps of reflection. | |
Illyssus | 15 |
Broke the bounds and beyond!—Dim recollection | |
Of fishes | |
Soundlessly moving in heaven’s other direction! | |
Be | |
Undine towards the waters, moving back; | 20 |
For me | |
A pool! Put off the soul you’ve got, oh lack | |
Your human self immortal; take the watery track. |
D.H. Lawrence
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Evensong
BEAUTY calls and gives no warning, | |
Shadows rise and wander on the day. | |
In the twilight, in the quiet evening, | |
We shall rise and smile and go away. | |
Over the flaming leaves | 5 |
Freezes the sky. | |
It is the season grieves, | |
Not you, not I. | |
All our spring-times, all our summers, | |
We have kept the longing warm within. | 10 |
Now we leave the after-comers | |
To attain the dreams we did not win. | |
O we have wakened, Sweet, and had our birth, | |
And that’s the end of earth; | |
And we have toiled and smiled and kept the light, | 15 |
And that’s the end of night. |
Ridgely Torrence
Sunday, May 13, 2007
House of Cards
after all we have been through
How can you stand there and deny it
and make a fool out of you
Collapsing like houses of cards
and landing on splinters and glass
Wish I could fake it like you do
wish i could fake it just like you
How can you stand there and deny it
How can you stand there and deny it
Trust me now
Collapsing like houses of cards
and landing on splinters and glass
They crush your heart
but spare your feet
like judging people
you've yet to meet
well time is running fast
upon your reflection
trust me now
How can you stand there
Stand and deny it
Zeromancer
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Hope
Hope is beauty, personified
At her feet the world, hypnotized
A million flashes, A million smiles
And on the catwalk she flies in style
But in this heart of darkness
All hope lies lost and torn
All fame, like love is fleeting
When there's no hope anymore
Pain and glory, hand in hand
A Sacrifice, the highest price
Like the poison in her arm
Like a whisper she was gone
Like when angels fall...
In this heart of darkness
All hope lies on the floor
Love like fame, is fleeting
When there's no hope anymore
Like the poison in her arm
Like a whisper she was gone
Like an angel
Angels fall...
Friday, March 23, 2007
Tonight we drink to youth
Love Hurts
Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive
I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy
incubus
I'm Sorry
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry I’m blue, I’m sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you’re sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry…
This time I think I’m to blame it’s harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!
Buckcherry
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
A Love Song
REJECT me not if I should say to you
I do forget the sounding of your voice,
I do forget your eyes that searching through
The mists perceive our marriage, and rejoice.
Yet, when the apple-blossom opens wide
Under the pallid moonlight’s fingering,
I see your blanched face at my breast, and hide
My eyes from diligent work, malingering.
Ah, then, upon my bedroom I do draw
The blind to hide the garden, where the moon
Enjoys the open blossoms as they straw
Their beauty for his taking, boon for boon.
And I do lift my aching arms to you,
And I do lift my anguished, avid breast,
And I do weep for very pain of you,
And fling myself at the doors of sleep, for rest.
And I do toss through the troubled night for you,
Dreaming your yielded mouth is given to mine,
Feeling your strong breast carry me on into
The peace where sleep is stronger even than wine.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Vampire Heart
Darling, I'm lost,
Adrift in the dark
I'm clutching your words to my vampire heart once more
So let in the light, turn me to dust
If it don't end in bloodshed, dear,
It's probably not love
Here we are, in the darkest place
My reflection shows only your face
Something is found
Something is lost
Went looking for clues in the streets of old New York
And I spilled someone's blood
I broke someone's heart again
someone you know
you're looking at him, my friend
And the people in our lives
We all leave behind
Leave behind
Here we are, in the darkest place
To keep from forgetting I picture your face
And i wonder
While we count the cost
Which is sweeter;
Love or it's loss
So i curse you,
My vampire heart
For letting me love you
Love you
For letting me love you
From the start
T. Mcrae
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Midsummer Night's Dream
BUT so deep the wild-bee hummeth,
And so still the glow-worm glows,
That we know a Saviour cometh,
And we lay our hearts with those--
All the mysteries earth strives with through the June nights and the rose.
Strange the joy that sets us weeping--
Holy John, thy Feast is come!
Yea, we feel a Babe is leaping
In the womb where he is dumb
To the song that God’s own Mother sings so loud to Christendom.
High that singing, high and humble!
Lo, our Queen is taking rule:
Faint midsummer thunders rumble,
And gold lilies light the pool,
While the generations whisper that a Queen is taking rule.
Michael Field
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Praying
As I'm walking through these streets again
I'm crawling
And as I try to live my life again
I'm falling down
Can you pick me up
Can you let it stop
Can you make it go away
Can you pick me up
Can you let it stop
Can you make it go away
Won't somebody help me, is it hard
To let me find my way
Won't somebody love me (for a start)
I'm laughing as I pray
Where is the road
I must look at the road
I must pray a little longer
Or laugh a little more
K's Choice
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Silence
THERE are some qualities — some incorporate things,
That have a double life, which thus is made
A type of that twin entity which springs
From matter and light, evinced in solid and shade.
There is a two-fold Silence — sea and shore —
Body and soul. One dwells in lonely places,
Newly with grass o'ergrown ; some solemn graces,
Some human memories and tearful lore,
Render him terrorless : his name's "No More."
He is the corporate Silence : dread him not !
No power hath he of evil in himself ;
But should some urgent fate (untimely lot !)
Bring thee to meet his shadow (nameless elf,
That haunteth the lone regions where hath trod
No foot of man,) commend thyself to God !
E.A. Poe
Thursday, March 08, 2007
State of Mind
There's a chair in my head on which I used to sit
Took a pencil and I wrote the following on it
Now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
Dig it up, throw it at me
Dig it up, throw it at me
Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind
Got a knife to disengage the voids that I can't bear
To cut out words I've got written on my chair
Like do you think I'm sexy
Do you think I really care
Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so
Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so
Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
close
somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
e.e. cummings
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
It's a mad world
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomarrow, no tomarrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me..
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world..
Mad World…
R. Orzabal
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Music for the mind
THAT music always round me, unceasing, unbeginning—yet long untaught I did not hear; | |
But now the chorus I hear, and am elated; | |
A tenor, strong, ascending, with power and health, with glad notes of day-break I hear, | |
A soprano, at intervals, sailing buoyantly over the tops of immense waves, | |
A transparent bass, shuddering lusciously under and through the universe, | 5 |
The triumphant tutti—the funeral wailings, with sweet flutes and violins—all these I fill myself with; | |
I hear not the volumes of sound merely—I am moved by the exquisite meanings, | |
I listen to the different voices winding in and out, striving, contending with fiery vehemence to excel each other in emotion; | |
I do not think the performers know themselves—but now I think I begin to know them. |
Walt. Whitman
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Mad-men's song
O, let us howl some heavy note, | |
Some deadly dogged howl, | |
Sounding as from the threatening throat | |
Of beasts and fatal fowl! | |
As ravens, screech-owls, bulls, and bears, | |
We ’ll bell, and bawl our parts, | |
Till irksome noise have cloy’d your ears | |
And corrosiv’d your hearts. | |
At last, whenas our choir wants breath, | |
Our bodies being blest, | |
We ’ll sing, like swans, to welcome death, | |
And die in love and rest. |
J. Webster
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Every Woman has a name
You were so beautiful
Like a child so young and full of life
Seems a hundred years ago
You saw everything
So much more tragedy than good
You even watched the world grow cold
And even when your world was shakin'
Even when your breath was taken
Even when your blue eyes turned to gray
Small town debutantes and queens
Every woman has a name
Cocktail waitresses with dreams
Every woman has a name
And every girl whose love survives
A broken heart to stay alive
You signed your picture in the frame
Every woman has a name
You had your love affair
Some were perfect but most of them were pain
Seems a hundred years ago
It took you to the highest hill
Left you standing frozen in the rain
But you still feel the afterglow
And even when your world was shakin'
Even when your breath was taken
Even when your blue eyes turned to gray
Housewives cryin' on the phone
Every woman has a name
Sacred sisters all alone
Every woman has a name
And even on the coldest day
When the kids are gone, moved away
It's lonely now
There's no one there to hold your hand
And play
See it written on the grave
Every woman has a name
A. Cooper
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
I leave these shores
In this the first week of the new year I acknowledge the fact that I will be leaving many friends for a whole semester. This saddens me. But I am also looking forward with hope, I hope that this year will open up new possibilities.
Into the West
Lay down,
your sweet and weary head.
Night is falling.
You have come to journey’s end.
Sleep now,and dream
of the ones who came before.
They are calling,
from across the distant shore.
Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see.
All of your fears will pass away.
Safe in my arms,
you’re only sleeping.
What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.
Dawn will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
All souls pass.
Hope fades,
Into the world of night.
Through shadows falling,
Out of memory and time.
Don’t say,
We have come now to the end.
White shores are calling.
You and I will meet again.
And you’ll be here in my arms,
Just sleeping.
What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.
And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
Grey ships pass
Into the West.
F. Walsh